Dear blog,
I'm currently at Caroline's house. She's having tuition and I'm gonna play her Mac for about 15 minutes before joining her. Haha!
Oh! And it's Phyone's birthday today~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHYONE!! ^^ Hehehe hope your wishes come true!! :D heeeee!
Ahh O level starts in 3 days time, and I have no idea what time my shift is. I am s screwed. What should I do?? Call and ask a friend, silly. Okay, I just wanna state that anyway. Just cause. Haha!
Anyway, been with Rita and Taajinder loads lately thanks to Vera. Turns out that they're pretty nice people. Just that Rita has gotten himself some bad rep, I guess. I don't know the real deal. Maybe I won't be able to know, or maybe I will. Hah. Whatever it is, I do know one thing, he is somewhat like me. We're kinda different in school and outside school. =)
Oh, and I have a mouth of a jinx. I mean, almost everything that I said have come true. One way or another. Maybe I had it coming? Some people say that it's just mere coincidence. I wonder why are there so many coincidences in my life. Hah. Oh, and I thought it's always said that coincidences happen for a reason! HAH!
Or, maybe, it's because of my sixth sense. Hmm.. However, it hasn't been strong lately. And I haven't been able to see things. Ahh.. To thing about it, though I am no longer a clairvoyance, my vibes and gut feelings have been strong. So maybe it has been converted to feelings. Or vibes, or whatever you call it. And I shall find the word for it and call myself that. Haha!
Oh yes, and I am trying to find out about the rabbit spirit. Anyone heard of it? A body of a human, face of a rabbit, bloody red eyes, goddam long tongues.
Ahh.. And Quan's FB and Email account have just gotten hacked. No shit.
Signing off,
CCA
Monday, October 19, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
It's Monday Tomorrow.
Dear blog,
Yes, I know it's Monday, that's all. Nothing all that special. However, it marks a new week. Which means that i've lost my wallet a day longer. I'm also 1 week nearer to O levels. How screwed can it be, right? I'm supposed to concentrate fully on my studies, yet here I am - fretting over my lost wallet.
The next two days are supposed to be holidays. Well, marking days, actually. Anyhow, we were excused from school. Joy. Not.
I am still going to school anyways! :) See! I'm so hardworking! You better be proud of me! ^^ Hehe I sure am pretty proud of myself these days. I've actually touched my books, no kidding!
I am also going to the ICA Building tomorrow to remake my ID card. Really sad. Hopefully tomorrow will be a great day! Hopefully I'll be able to wake up early too! ^^ Hehe.
Oh, and something interesting to tell. I just chanced upon 30 Seconds to Mars' full length video of From Yesterday. Yeah, I know. I AM SO SLOW. RIGHT!!! I didn't know they actually had a full-length video of it o.o And I thought it was pretty cool! =) Haha
Ahh.. I'm falling heads over heels for them again! Haha check the vid out! =)
Oh, and ironically, I really did receive a Guess wallet today. How very ironic.
Love,
CCA.
Yes, I know it's Monday, that's all. Nothing all that special. However, it marks a new week. Which means that i've lost my wallet a day longer. I'm also 1 week nearer to O levels. How screwed can it be, right? I'm supposed to concentrate fully on my studies, yet here I am - fretting over my lost wallet.
The next two days are supposed to be holidays. Well, marking days, actually. Anyhow, we were excused from school. Joy. Not.
I am still going to school anyways! :) See! I'm so hardworking! You better be proud of me! ^^ Hehe I sure am pretty proud of myself these days. I've actually touched my books, no kidding!
I am also going to the ICA Building tomorrow to remake my ID card. Really sad. Hopefully tomorrow will be a great day! Hopefully I'll be able to wake up early too! ^^ Hehe.
Oh, and something interesting to tell. I just chanced upon 30 Seconds to Mars' full length video of From Yesterday. Yeah, I know. I AM SO SLOW. RIGHT!!! I didn't know they actually had a full-length video of it o.o And I thought it was pretty cool! =) Haha
Ahh.. I'm falling heads over heels for them again! Haha check the vid out! =)
Oh, and ironically, I really did receive a Guess wallet today. How very ironic.
Love,
CCA.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Cost to be Paid
Dear blog,
I guess God is fair. I think he wants me to have a new wallet. I've been craving for one for the longest time. So maybe he intended for me to have one. It's just that, he wants me to have it the normal way. Ya know, wait, buy and replace.
Instead, I lost mine and thus he decided to.. Punish me for my carelessness. It's fair, I guess. I lost my wallet and all the important documentations inside it, but the credit card was not used at all. A nice person has really gotten hold of it :) Maybe, she had taken the money inside and discarded my wallet.
However, it does not mean that I have nothing to lose. Well, obviously I lost all of those things mentioned, but I meant the amount it'll cost me to remake all those cards. Not to mention, I still want to have my wallet back too. =/
Anyway, if I were to calculate the amount, it'll be as follows:
POSB ATM: S$ 5.00
ANZ: RP 50,000.
ID: S$100.00 (This gave me the GREATEST SHOCK!)
House key: about S$ 3.00? (Not to mention, I haven't let mom in on this one! I will be skinned ALIVE!)
Entrance Scan Card: S$20.00-30.00
Ez-Link Card: S$20.00?
Oh God! LOOK AT THAT!! I am sooo screwed! I did not expect the ID replacement would be SO expensive too!! Golly. Well, it IS after all a VERY important document.. So =/ Still, it's a lil too expensive though T_T
Okay, gotta remind myself that it's better than having my ANZ used. Sighs. Anyway, those items total up to $164.50!! OH MY GOSH! THAT IS ENOUGH TO BUY ME AT LEAST A GUESS WALLET OR SOMETHING!! T_T Cindy you dufus!!
Hikz. I guess I'll just have to say bye-bye to everything. E VE RY THING. I need consolation.
Signs off,
CCA.
I guess God is fair. I think he wants me to have a new wallet. I've been craving for one for the longest time. So maybe he intended for me to have one. It's just that, he wants me to have it the normal way. Ya know, wait, buy and replace.
Instead, I lost mine and thus he decided to.. Punish me for my carelessness. It's fair, I guess. I lost my wallet and all the important documentations inside it, but the credit card was not used at all. A nice person has really gotten hold of it :) Maybe, she had taken the money inside and discarded my wallet.
However, it does not mean that I have nothing to lose. Well, obviously I lost all of those things mentioned, but I meant the amount it'll cost me to remake all those cards. Not to mention, I still want to have my wallet back too. =/
Anyway, if I were to calculate the amount, it'll be as follows:
POSB ATM: S$ 5.00
ANZ: RP 50,000.
ID: S$100.00 (This gave me the GREATEST SHOCK!)
House key: about S$ 3.00? (Not to mention, I haven't let mom in on this one! I will be skinned ALIVE!)
Entrance Scan Card: S$20.00-30.00
Ez-Link Card: S$20.00?
Oh God! LOOK AT THAT!! I am sooo screwed! I did not expect the ID replacement would be SO expensive too!! Golly. Well, it IS after all a VERY important document.. So =/ Still, it's a lil too expensive though T_T
Okay, gotta remind myself that it's better than having my ANZ used. Sighs. Anyway, those items total up to $164.50!! OH MY GOSH! THAT IS ENOUGH TO BUY ME AT LEAST A GUESS WALLET OR SOMETHING!! T_T Cindy you dufus!!
Hikz. I guess I'll just have to say bye-bye to everything. E VE RY THING. I need consolation.
Signs off,
CCA.
Friday, October 9, 2009
Lost Wallet
Dear blog,
God, oh God, oh God, please help me out!
It's been a year since the last time I've lost anything as important as my wallet and I had hoped not to lose anything this year! I do not wish to lose something every single year! That is going to be so screwed up! I can't expect to lose something important regularly!
God, dear God, dear God, please help me out!
I really really really need it. I need it, always. And I really can't afford to lose it. Not now, not ever. I am so careless! I was so impulsed! I am very upset.
God, oh God, oh God, to you I cry to.
I believe a really nice person must have chanced upon it. I believe she must have been really busy, that is all. I believe in you. I believe I'll be able to thank that someone from the bottom of my heart, and thank you for sending and bringing her to me. I believe that everything is going to be alright. Please be.
God, dear God, dear God, thank you very much.
For you've always listened to my prayers and aid me when I'm in need. And here I am again, in need for your help.
CCA.
God, oh God, oh God, please help me out!
It's been a year since the last time I've lost anything as important as my wallet and I had hoped not to lose anything this year! I do not wish to lose something every single year! That is going to be so screwed up! I can't expect to lose something important regularly!
God, dear God, dear God, please help me out!
I really really really need it. I need it, always. And I really can't afford to lose it. Not now, not ever. I am so careless! I was so impulsed! I am very upset.
God, oh God, oh God, to you I cry to.
I believe a really nice person must have chanced upon it. I believe she must have been really busy, that is all. I believe in you. I believe I'll be able to thank that someone from the bottom of my heart, and thank you for sending and bringing her to me. I believe that everything is going to be alright. Please be.
God, dear God, dear God, thank you very much.
For you've always listened to my prayers and aid me when I'm in need. And here I am again, in need for your help.
CCA.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
I Accept People, People Don't Accept me.
Dear blog,
Hey! I miss you so. This is a really mad world, isn't it?
Seriously, many things can happen within a month. Yet, some months are so uneventful, you can doze off. One good news to share first - I scored really well for TOEFL! =D 104/120! ^o^ I'm as happy as a lark! Thought I was going to waste money and score really badly for it.
Anyway, the TOEFL is over now! Time to move on. There are many other storms to weather. For once, I have the prelims coming up. This week I am having my holiday. I thought it was going to be wonderful. Expected myself to wake early every morning, which I did, have some fun and do some studying.
AGAIN, thanks to the oh-so-marvellous-almighty-QUEEN, EVERY THING is ruined. Just had to RUIN my mood. That's ALL she can do. Just can't be happy for me. No, of course not! She's jealous. Just can't live with me in harmony. No, of course not. I'm a child from hell. Will I go to heaven when it's my time to leave? I wonder.
I really do believe in heaven and hell. All I ever wanted to do was to live a peaceful life. Which is why I never yearned for the unneccessary excessively. Yeah, I do sometimes, but if I don't get it, then I don't! It's as simple as that.
This life of ours is so simple. Think of everything in a picture. It is so neatly laid out in front of you. All you have to do is to clear your mind and look at it. All of a sudden, you'll get what I mean. All the problems that you have, they are so tiny! Just open your mouth, and talk things out. Everything will be solved in no time.
Oh! But guess what? Of course there are always all these FACTORS that makes things that MUCH more difficult! FACTORS like the people whom you're speaking to. You try to talk nicely and in return, you get a good smack of screaming in your face. You try to talk nicely, and in return, they interpret your intentions negatively. You TALK to them nicely, and in return, everything is blamed onto you. It is, after all, your fault!
So why must simple things be made complex? I can never understand this concept of life. It drives the world mad, when it was initially serene and tranquil. Why go to the extend of killing your own mankind just for the sake of your selfish fetish?
I had a rough day yesterday. Today, a fortune cookie made my day. It said "Your Everlasting Patience Will Be Rewarded Sooner or Later." Thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I cannot thank you enough.
It really made my day. Now I know that PATIENCE is really the key. The patience that I am slowly losing control of. The patience that I once controlled so well because my world hadn't gone mad. The patience that is now the source of my misery too, because people are just taking it for granted, and when I really lose my temper, they started questioning me! "What happened to you? You used to be so patient!" "What's gotten into you! You were never like this in the past! You used to be so pleasant!"
Well, I think I have the perfect answer for that: Oh, fuck you!
I've really been trying my best and that fortune cookie really gave me a new light. PATIENCE. That's it, boy! That's all you need! Problems will be solved! No problems! Free! What more can I ask for?
So, I shall just lower myself to the level of the ground. STEP on my pride like a pile of dirt on the street. KILL myself for the sake of peace and tranquility. That is what I'm going to do. The house which I once knew as my sanctuary is gone. The house which used to be my safe harbour is no longer here.
The mad world out there which has always been the place where I put my mask on is still there intact. So what really happened? The mad world is still mad, but the house within is no longer peaceful. Now both places are mad and I am forced to put on a mask in both places. What has really happened here? I do not know. If by a mask I am to survive, then by a mask I shall be alive.
Logging off,
CCA.
Hey! I miss you so. This is a really mad world, isn't it?
Seriously, many things can happen within a month. Yet, some months are so uneventful, you can doze off. One good news to share first - I scored really well for TOEFL! =D 104/120! ^o^ I'm as happy as a lark! Thought I was going to waste money and score really badly for it.
Anyway, the TOEFL is over now! Time to move on. There are many other storms to weather. For once, I have the prelims coming up. This week I am having my holiday. I thought it was going to be wonderful. Expected myself to wake early every morning, which I did, have some fun and do some studying.
AGAIN, thanks to the oh-so-marvellous-almighty-QUEEN, EVERY THING is ruined. Just had to RUIN my mood. That's ALL she can do. Just can't be happy for me. No, of course not! She's jealous. Just can't live with me in harmony. No, of course not. I'm a child from hell. Will I go to heaven when it's my time to leave? I wonder.
I really do believe in heaven and hell. All I ever wanted to do was to live a peaceful life. Which is why I never yearned for the unneccessary excessively. Yeah, I do sometimes, but if I don't get it, then I don't! It's as simple as that.
This life of ours is so simple. Think of everything in a picture. It is so neatly laid out in front of you. All you have to do is to clear your mind and look at it. All of a sudden, you'll get what I mean. All the problems that you have, they are so tiny! Just open your mouth, and talk things out. Everything will be solved in no time.
Oh! But guess what? Of course there are always all these FACTORS that makes things that MUCH more difficult! FACTORS like the people whom you're speaking to. You try to talk nicely and in return, you get a good smack of screaming in your face. You try to talk nicely, and in return, they interpret your intentions negatively. You TALK to them nicely, and in return, everything is blamed onto you. It is, after all, your fault!
So why must simple things be made complex? I can never understand this concept of life. It drives the world mad, when it was initially serene and tranquil. Why go to the extend of killing your own mankind just for the sake of your selfish fetish?
I had a rough day yesterday. Today, a fortune cookie made my day. It said "Your Everlasting Patience Will Be Rewarded Sooner or Later." Thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I cannot thank you enough.
It really made my day. Now I know that PATIENCE is really the key. The patience that I am slowly losing control of. The patience that I once controlled so well because my world hadn't gone mad. The patience that is now the source of my misery too, because people are just taking it for granted, and when I really lose my temper, they started questioning me! "What happened to you? You used to be so patient!" "What's gotten into you! You were never like this in the past! You used to be so pleasant!"
Well, I think I have the perfect answer for that: Oh, fuck you!
I've really been trying my best and that fortune cookie really gave me a new light. PATIENCE. That's it, boy! That's all you need! Problems will be solved! No problems! Free! What more can I ask for?
So, I shall just lower myself to the level of the ground. STEP on my pride like a pile of dirt on the street. KILL myself for the sake of peace and tranquility. That is what I'm going to do. The house which I once knew as my sanctuary is gone. The house which used to be my safe harbour is no longer here.
The mad world out there which has always been the place where I put my mask on is still there intact. So what really happened? The mad world is still mad, but the house within is no longer peaceful. Now both places are mad and I am forced to put on a mask in both places. What has really happened here? I do not know. If by a mask I am to survive, then by a mask I shall be alive.
Logging off,
CCA.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
August is Here!
Hi blog!
Glad to know that Blogger ain't giving me anymore trouble! ^^ My account is working totally fine! =]
Anyways, just wanna say that Stephanie came to SG few days ago. Sadly, I didn't get to meet her =( was really looking forward to her arrival. Oh well, tough luck!
So, what have been on my mind lately? I've been thinking of school. Lots of things about school. What school am I getting into? What faculty am I gonna major in? Where am I gonna be living? Many choices are available. However, it'll depend on my ability too. If I get good results, I'll definitely have no problem getting myself a place.
So, I've contemplated on whether I should stay in Singapore or to leave for USA. If I stay in Singapore, I have 3 choices. 1)Go to polythecnic, 2)Go to a private school or 3)Enter an international school. I've been debating with my mom about this for a pretty long time now. I've always thought that going to a polythecnic is a pretty good choice. I never really wanted to go to a private school because the idea of taking foundation turned me off. Whereas for international school, well, I don't mind it. However, it's school fees is super high!
I've been in a deep dilemma about this. Not to mention the fourth option where I'll go to USA and get into a college there. Thankfully, I found a new information that will finally lead me to an anwer just hours ago.
I was on a private school's website. The one that was supposed to offer me foundation - Insworld. They happen to not only offer foundation, but also A Level cert! And pre-med cert if you're getting into that line. Anyway, the cert is from London, not Cambridge, so it's supposed to be easier. Not to mention, it will serve the same purpose as Cambridge's cert! To make it even better, it can be done withing 12-18 months! That's one and a half years! And I'm gonna be a proud owner of an A level cert and I'll be on my way to a university! A good one, of course!
Whoo! So excited now! Just the thought of it thrills me! I'm hardly considering the other options now! ^^ It's as though I've found the perfect path for me! =]
But again, we'll see how it goes. It's gonna suck REALLY badly if I were to do badly for this A level and my TOEFL =(
OH! GOOD NEWS EVERYONE!! I DID WELL FOR MY MOTHER TONGUE (CHINESE) O LEVEL!! I ATTAINED B3!! WITH DISTINCTION FOR ORAL! WHOO HOO!! HOW AWESOME IS THAT MAN!! =D HAHA!
Okay, yeah. That'll be all for now! XD Haha! Good night everyone!
Sign off,
CCA
Glad to know that Blogger ain't giving me anymore trouble! ^^ My account is working totally fine! =]
Anyways, just wanna say that Stephanie came to SG few days ago. Sadly, I didn't get to meet her =( was really looking forward to her arrival. Oh well, tough luck!
So, what have been on my mind lately? I've been thinking of school. Lots of things about school. What school am I getting into? What faculty am I gonna major in? Where am I gonna be living? Many choices are available. However, it'll depend on my ability too. If I get good results, I'll definitely have no problem getting myself a place.
So, I've contemplated on whether I should stay in Singapore or to leave for USA. If I stay in Singapore, I have 3 choices. 1)Go to polythecnic, 2)Go to a private school or 3)Enter an international school. I've been debating with my mom about this for a pretty long time now. I've always thought that going to a polythecnic is a pretty good choice. I never really wanted to go to a private school because the idea of taking foundation turned me off. Whereas for international school, well, I don't mind it. However, it's school fees is super high!
I've been in a deep dilemma about this. Not to mention the fourth option where I'll go to USA and get into a college there. Thankfully, I found a new information that will finally lead me to an anwer just hours ago.
I was on a private school's website. The one that was supposed to offer me foundation - Insworld. They happen to not only offer foundation, but also A Level cert! And pre-med cert if you're getting into that line. Anyway, the cert is from London, not Cambridge, so it's supposed to be easier. Not to mention, it will serve the same purpose as Cambridge's cert! To make it even better, it can be done withing 12-18 months! That's one and a half years! And I'm gonna be a proud owner of an A level cert and I'll be on my way to a university! A good one, of course!
Whoo! So excited now! Just the thought of it thrills me! I'm hardly considering the other options now! ^^ It's as though I've found the perfect path for me! =]
But again, we'll see how it goes. It's gonna suck REALLY badly if I were to do badly for this A level and my TOEFL =(
OH! GOOD NEWS EVERYONE!! I DID WELL FOR MY MOTHER TONGUE (CHINESE) O LEVEL!! I ATTAINED B3!! WITH DISTINCTION FOR ORAL! WHOO HOO!! HOW AWESOME IS THAT MAN!! =D HAHA!
Okay, yeah. That'll be all for now! XD Haha! Good night everyone!
Sign off,
CCA
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Finally Back Up!
Dear blog,
Yes, I'm pretty much guilty for "ditching" for about a month now. I'm sorry. Didn't mean that on purpose. You still shouldn't bombard me with problems the moment I came back! =/
Anyways, I have not been allowed online much, thus the reason why I have been missing. So during that time, I'm still in that time by the way, I sort of kept a diary. It was not really successful, actually. Out of the 30 plus days, I managed to write in 2 entries only. Many have been lost. I guess I'll try to recall them, but not now.
Just a little update on the recent going-ons! I went to $ing Dollar! with Caroline and Ce Bebek! =D It was hilarious! Lots of local jokes inserted though, so you may not understand them fully - like me. Well, if you're looking for an entertainment, you may wanna go for it. If you're looking for art, nah.. That's not for ya.
Oh, and Eric has arrived and I think I should be meeting him later on with Miranda. Oh, and I just had an immunisation. My left arm is still pretty painful right now. My right arm is fine. Yeah, I had two injections. Oh, and I've sprained my ankle. It's been hurt for three weeks now. =(
Alright, I shall go off now! =]
TTYL,
CCA
Yes, I'm pretty much guilty for "ditching" for about a month now. I'm sorry. Didn't mean that on purpose. You still shouldn't bombard me with problems the moment I came back! =/
Anyways, I have not been allowed online much, thus the reason why I have been missing. So during that time, I'm still in that time by the way, I sort of kept a diary. It was not really successful, actually. Out of the 30 plus days, I managed to write in 2 entries only. Many have been lost. I guess I'll try to recall them, but not now.
Just a little update on the recent going-ons! I went to $ing Dollar! with Caroline and Ce Bebek! =D It was hilarious! Lots of local jokes inserted though, so you may not understand them fully - like me. Well, if you're looking for an entertainment, you may wanna go for it. If you're looking for art, nah.. That's not for ya.
Oh, and Eric has arrived and I think I should be meeting him later on with Miranda. Oh, and I just had an immunisation. My left arm is still pretty painful right now. My right arm is fine. Yeah, I had two injections. Oh, and I've sprained my ankle. It's been hurt for three weeks now. =(
Alright, I shall go off now! =]
TTYL,
CCA
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