Evolve

Dear blog,

Hey ho! The holidays are here! Results will be out in a months time or so. I am sooo not looking forward to it!! Haha oh wells! Wonder if I'll cry on that =\ haha!

Oh and I'm currently on my sister's iTouch, so there's no colour to this post. Oh well, better to have a plain-coloured post than no post at all ^^

So, about the title "Evolve". It is the place where I'm currently working at. Or internshiping. It's a mixed martial arts academy and I am very proud of being part of the team! I've learnt quite a lot just the past few weeks alone! Oh, I started on the first of December, by the way. Heee awesome right!! It gets better cause I know that I've DEFINITELY not wasted my holiday like any other teenagers! =D

Plus, I get to meet the coolest people too! ^^ I mean, seriously, how many people In this world get to meet the Legendary Muay Thai fighter every single day as up close as me?! Especially without being another big name myself! And how many times do you get to work with world champions and well respected gyms every single day!? The answer is: rarely! And guess what! I AM one pf those rare cases!!! WOO HOO! VIVA LA VIDA BABY!!

Okay, those are the ups part of life. Here comes the down part.

Well, my parents are not happy about my work. Let me clear some things first. My mom was the one who initially asked me to work as an intern. I initially wanted to go to Indinesia. Come on! All my friends are there, and they've been beckoning me to go back and have a reunion with them! My heart and soul seriously wants to fly there and enjoy they're company! Really miss them loads! Especially Disa! It's been AGES since the last time I saw her!!

But anyways, I went for the job interview and I told myself that I should let fate decide. If I pass the interview, then MAYBE I was meant to take up this job. After all, it will be a very good stepping stone for me since I was very sad about getting into business.

True enough, I thought that getting Evolve was a good decision made. It actually made me think twice about business and I am starting to get convinced that business may not be all that bad after all!

Even better, my boss just asked me if I was gonna work at Evolve on a part-time basis. Obviously, I was thrilled to hear the offer. Now here comes the bad news. I am having yet another parents problem.

Now they are telling me that they do not like me working and that they want me to quit with immediate effect. Seriously? I think that this is SO ridiculous! What was that all about?!

I mean, by working hours are fine. I haven't been reaching home late! And now telling me to stop because I "have been working until 12midnight every single day". EXCUSE ME!

12 midnight?! Every single day?! Are you kidding me?! That's the time I get into bed! And I'm usually home before 10! Public transport! Dude, if you want me to reach home before 9, sure thing! I'll cab home every single night! No problem! Just an extra 6 dollars every night! what's more, if I HAVE been reaching home THAT late, how do you explain the days when I go gymming?! You mean I was just running and sweating in my dreams? Wow! What a very surreal dream I have! Good job, Cindy! Great imagination! Give yourself a pat on your back!

Ha-ha! Very funny! Not!

Oh, but one thing made me surprised today. I came home with scoldings welcoming me warmly in the face. My mom was furious, my dad no better. They were unhappy that I came home late tonight. Yes I did, this time around a few minutes before midnight. What happened was that I went to The Cathay to buy my secret receiver a present for tomorrow's Secret Santa event. A Christmas thing we, staff, are gonna have. So I thought, hey, why don't I meet Monji then? And I can go home together with her!

So I was with her and my mom knows it. She knows it damn well! She was texting with me the whole time, dawg! And then I told her that I was gonna eat supper with my sister too. Later, I receive a text from saying that we should go home soon cause dad was gonna get angry. But the whole time, she sounded really cool about us being together!

Never did I imagine that we were gonna get so screwed when we get home! Scolded like we've just committed some felony, I tell ya! It was one hell of a ride! And I asked mom why she didn't tell me that they were unhappy. I received no answer. Instead, she instantly raised so that my dad could hear her and told him that I had just BLAMED her for not telling me that I was supposed to cone home when she, apparently as said by her, had done so!

Hah! Perfect! So everything's my fault again! And let's add a cherry to that beautiful cake! My dad has been buying ALL her stories ad of late! And I simply DO NOT understand why!!! This us frustrating!! To the max!!

Oh, and what did she tell mr, really? "come home quickly or you're get scoldings." quickly. Yeah, sure! We came home quickly! Straight after we were done woth our food! So then, it wasn't quick enough for you? There was no indication regarding speed, limit, timebpr whatsoever! Bless you, my child!

Okay, so to the thing that surprised me. Well, I was scolded real badly but I was surprisingly still her calm! Very. I did raise my voice at all. My voice did not even increase in volume at all! I mean, I HAVE been am incredibily patient person. But the old me would have at least increased my volume by a bit. But this time around, I was totally at peace.

It's like my heartache towards my mom seemed to have reached it's limits. So much so that the pain was not as painful anymore. It's as though I've an immunization against it now. Whereas for my beloved dad, well, I guess I was just so incredulously disappointed in whatever he was telling me. I guess I was expecting him to be able to understand me more. Guess I was wrong.

So from my analysis, I must have been trying to fathom the logic behind the words that he said. That's why I was able to keep my cool throughout the whole episode. Deduction: it is almost unfathomable.

But just wait and see. Things should get better. At least I hope they would!

It's me signing off,
CCA!