Dear blog,
What the fuck, boy! I failed all my papers, I am living in a super sad life and I'm having my Mother Tongue O in 2 weeks time! How much more fucked up can things get? Oh, add this on: I've just been lied to by my parents. Oh! To make it even better, now I'm the fucking black sheep of the family. Totally great! I'm the fucking devil right now.
Yes, son. I swear I have deep shit going around in my house. Oh, and yeah, some people around me are just making things worse for me, thanks! A lot.
Why can't things be simpler than this? Might as well turn into some clairvoyance or something and get rid of everything else! Or even better, be a nun! Get rid of everything, get rid of family, get rid of friends and every human needs!
So fucked up right now. I don't wanna come home! Just wanna go somewhere out there and fucking cool myself down first. This house ain't a house man! This house is a mess! This house is a big mess!
I wish I can go out there, find some freaking job. Earn some cash, get some tuition, on my own. There is so freaking help in this house. I am in need of help! As if this house will help! I'll be scolded when I look for help!And there's even some good-for-nothing people! And here I am blamed for every single lil fucking thing.And people are saying "Oh Cin! You're the favourite!" Yeah, sure. You're so fucking right! So fucking favoured to the point that people are expecting things that are ridiculous and extremely laughable. Guess what? I am a deity, dude! I was exiled to Earth! Joy!
There you have it! My life and I. Life can really be such a bitch sometimes! Cheers! Joy to me!
Fucking off,
CCA.
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