Inspiration? Motivation.

Dear blog,

Let's talk about my future now :)

I know it's pretty early, considering that it's only the end of January. However, I need something to push me to do my best during the big Os.

All this time, I've never had a target or goal. I was just doing examinations for the sake of doing them and proceeding to the next level. I've never figured out what I wanna be or gonna be. So, I spent some time thinking. Finally, I came to a periodic conclusion.

This inspiration came from my sister, sort of. I had been thinking of going overseas, either UK or USA. Then, it came down to either going to LA or SF. Finally, I am motivated to go to LA, Pasadena.

With that, I am now motivated to go for O levels! ^^ I will need less than 20 points and that is what I am aiming for right now. Yes, it is not a glamorous target. It may even be laughable but laugh all you want, dear. I am setting my mind to it right now, till my next target arrives.

So, I reviewed my current situation and was caught in horror. I may not even make it for the cut. I calculated the worst scenario that I can ever have and figured that I need to score A2 for most of my subjects. Impossible. Here's my worst case scenario:

Amath / POA - C6
Chinese - C6

Which leaves me with 8 points at most. Hence this conclusion;

English - A2
E-math - A2
Sciences - A2
Humanities - A2

O_O nightmare!!!

I have to do something to my weak subjects!! Or else...

I hope that everything will be fine. Most importantly, I do not want to repeat!

'Nuff said! Till next time then!

Doodles!
CCA :)