Happy Valentine's Day!

Dear blog,

While many rise to the occasion where love is in the air, there are some out there who are not.
While some are spending the day with their counter-part, some are with missing parts.

What I'm trying to say, is that things are different for many people. Nothing is the same. Maybe similar, but not congruent. The same goes for thoughts, theories, believes and principles.

A question came across my mind before and it went "do friendship need constant communication?"
My answer was a simple "no."

I believe that as long as I cherish that friend of mine, communication is not a big problem to face. However, it did hit me. What if that friend of mine does not cherish me as much as I cherish him?

That would be a gamble, I decided. I am just putting my faith and trust in them. Many people will say that I am stupid, some has already done so. I know. In fact, I know that perfectly well. I know that at the end of the day, chances of me getting hurt the most is always the highest. I still believed, anyway.

So far, my friend who I have had for more than 5 years have not been disappointing me. I am glad my "choices" we right. People say that while new things are better than old things, old friends are better than new friends. People also said that you will find your true friends during your high school years, not elementary.

Frankly speaking, I have no comments just yet. My friends that I have met in my secondary school life has been pretty much fluctuating. This is really hard to scrutinize and there are times when I am really afraid.

I do not trust people easily, thus explaining the reason why I do not really have many close friends. Thus, when i do start to trust, or when I have trusted, a person, I will expect more from that person too. Yes, I have always been pretty "picky" about my friends.

Now that is the problem that I am facing right now. It seems like my trust has been misplaced, faith forlorn and guard insubstantial.

I just hope that my decisions in the past has been right. If they are not, I suppose that it is really the time to learn from my previous mistakes. I have to have my heart ready. When it skip a beat, I will know that a new change is about to take place.

Putting all heavy tones aside, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE! Have a great day! :)

Trust (hopefully not) misplaced,
Faith (hopefully not) forlorn and,
Guards (hopefully not) insubstantial,
CCA