Frustration.

Dear blog,

I am about to rant about my aweful morning. I had Geography at the top of my time-table and I was looking forward to it, having my workbook newly bought and fresh energy from the awesome Famous Amos and mocha, made by myself, for breakfast.

We were given our test paper back and it was something that I was not really looking forward for as I knew that I had not done really well. Unfortunately, I had worse than I thought and it was all thanks to my little detailed answers. I had all my points written out, however, I did not compare point by point and I did not fulfill my duty to answer the question "why?". Thus, marks were deducted, leaving me with a pathetic 5 upon 15.

Next lesson was English and I couldn't wait to get into class. English is my favourite subject in school. We had a test today. It was on a passage that we have done before. I tried my best to answer as flawlessly as I could and I had not enough time for my summary. I rushed through it and used up every single second that I had.

When the time was up, my teacher told me to pen down or else she'll minus 1 mark. Having written barely 50 words, I decided to forgo the single mark and continued writing. She then told me to pen down again unless I want a mark deducted again. At that point of time, I was only about 80 words or so. So, I thought for forgoing the mark again and stopped only at the third call.

I was so pissed at myself that I could not complete the paper even with my marks deducted unconditionally. To top it off, my teacher actually came up to me after class and warned me that she would actually send me for disciplinary actions just because I did not pen down. Excuse me!

Then, I had a math test. Was still fuming at that time. Hopefully I did well. Oh, and did I mention that I could not answer my POA test? It was horrible.

Anyway, I can only hope for the best now. English was my favourite subject and it still is in present time. I hope it will not change sooner than I thought. As I have mentioned before, teachers play a big role in a student's life. Be it for the better or the worse. The environment counts too.

Despaired,
CCA